That's really great, you did good!
Thanks, I hope I did. I still didn't understand the "why me?" part, but I think maybe my wife cleared
it up for me this morning when she reminded me who Jesus surrounded himself with sometimes.
Good old wife- never catch a break with her. ;-)
Great story Ed! That was a very good idea to
pack your trepidations away to make the extended trip in the GTX. I’ll bet that you were an inspiration
to others. Good on you!
It's been really hard to do anything like that, or to spend money on anything really, during this time of
extended searching for a new gig; can't justify such things in my conscience.
If it's something free of charge and local, sure, no harm there - but this one cost some money, so as
much as I had planned on attending, it took a "push" to make me go.
I got that push the last few days especially leading up to it - I literally was being
compelled to go, like
I was being given permission or something. I
needed to go.
I used to resist being led like that; I've learned in recent years to shut my yap and do as I'm told when
that happens.
When they started pestering me to do the interview, I was genuinely dumbfounded, thought they were
daft for prodding me.
I look funny.
I'm no public speaker.
Most importantly, so I've had cancer 4 times. Big deal. Doesn't make me worthy of anything.
It's not like it's an achievement you strive for or anything....
It happens and all you do is like anyone else - you worry, you fret, you make provisions for "what if"....
then you pray a lot and prepare for the battle.
Doesn't make me a "spokesman" or worthy of attention. Just means He's got other plans.....
I pray I helped, a really do. Thank you.