Praying for your wife you and family.... As you know we are dealing with cancer over eight years...What i learned is dont look up symptoms on the internet... until you know exactly what your dealing with... Ask questions and write things down, there is no way you can remember everything, buy a little pocket note book....Dont panic, Your wife and kids need you to be strong...Grown men can cry, i did often when i was alone and put yourself in Gods hands, He will help you and guide you...I was faced with my wife having a incurable terminal illness. I still have her after eight years....PM me if you need my number to talk. I live on the East coast and I'm available almost anytime....