I ain’t been on my pills in two days.. me not on my pills at all compared to me on my pills here and there -they’re two different people.. iam extremely paranoid but not criminally insane my flupenazine hides it well but like what my dad said that side of you needs to be seen to fix you.. I’ve always known the best cure is doing work through depression to any mood changes-you just gotta muscle through it.. but not everyone is a navy seal.. my voice becomes agitative-I could piss you off in a sentence by me using the wrong note musical combinations.. when Iam off my pills Iam a full blown recluse-Iam manic,depressed,laugh hysterically, and talk about a picture code.. these symptoms started heavily after the cyber attack,hearing alien voices,seeing divine technology being used.. this stuff will drive you off the plantation.. I’ve been through drug after drug but fluphenazine 10mg which is the strongest keeps me level and able to blend in when I go to stores,such…
When I’m off my pills you will clearly see and it causes dread.. my dad got use to it.. but when that same feeling is used to defend myself it’s causes a warrior note…
My paranoia was the catalyst of doing that much work in such short amount of time-it’s spooky I know for one person to do what I did in 7 months working 12 hour days everyday even on weekends-I was determined and my mental inpairness made me feel I had to do this to protect myself.. i rarely drank or smoked… I worked to a point where I had my dads shop looking like a place trump would sit down at maybe,to getting my white truck apart piece by piece,walking on a triadmill 200 miles, more, I was buff… I got comfortable… I knew I had my lawsuit… me being recorded doing that while just before writing crazy to the government,talking to my tv for hours,walking around the kitchen for hours, talking ideal to ideal…..
The person who is highly paranoid is the guy who cares.. the guy on flupenazine is a sociopath who is fearless..